A THANKYOU NOTE:A MONTH AGO,I WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON.A PERSON THAT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND AND DID NOT CARE OR UNDERSTAND ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE..BUT TODAY WHEN I WRITE THIS I FEEL A CHANGE..I FEEL DIFFERENT AND NOT SO QUITE MYSELF..ITS LIKE THAT CHANGE I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR...

I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP A LOT OF THINGS FOR LATER..I HAVE LOST MANY THINGS DUE T THAT,BUT BY WRITING THIS I WISH TO SAY THANKS TO THAT MANY WHO STAYED THERE AND WITNESSED THE PART OF ME THAT WERE'NT THAT GOOD...

LIKE ANY OTHER GIRL,I CRY A LOT...NOT MANY HAVE WITNESSED THAT BUT THERE ARE AGAIN A FEW WHO KNOWS THIS AND HAVE PUT UP WITH IT..NIGHT AFTER NIGHT I CRIED SEEKING SOLACE IN TIREDNESS AND FATIGUE...I STARVED MYSELF SO I COULD SLEEP AT NIGHT..NOT MANY KNEW THIS...

BUT TODAY,I AM DIFFERENT AND I FEEL DIFFERENT..LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT IT CAN BE SHITTY AT TIMES...WELL,A LOT OF TIMES TO BE EXACT BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AND THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT MATTER..MY PROBLEMS WILL ALWAYS BE TINY COMPARED TO MANY OTHERS...BUT FOR THOSE FEW WHO CARED....I WANNA SAY I APPRECIATE IT...

YOU HAVE APPRECIATED ME AND HAVE SEEN ME AS A GIRL..I MAY BE A CHILD,A KID TOTALLY IMMATURE BUT THANKYOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME...THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN IT MATTERED....

SOMETIMES ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS BELIEVE BECAUSE IN THE END IT WILL ALWAYS TURN ALRIGHT...EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL AND WE JUST HAVE TO FIND BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING..

THINGS HAVE QUITE TURNED OUT GOOD FOR ME..THE CIRCUMSTANCES HAVE NOT CHANGED ACCORDING TO MY WISH BUT I CHANGED...AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED

THANK YOU AGAIN...

ITS BEEN AGES SINCE I LAST BLOGGED...I WANT TO SAY SORRY AS I HAVE BEEN BUSY WITH THE HOUSE CHANGE....
NOW I LIVE IN A VILLA,SO VERY QUITE FROM MY LAST FLAT IN AL-HAMBER,SOHAR NEAR MAIN ROAD....
MY NEW HOME IS GEM SURROUNDED BY LOTS OF FRESH AIR AND YOU CAN HEAR CHICKENS AND GOATS IN EARLY MORNING...
I LOVE IT HERE AND ITS SORT OF LIKE A HAVEN FOR ME NOW,.