A Jigsaw Piece

A jigsaw piece

Even when red ribbons adorn my wall
I know my ring is broken
And what I see is not what it really is
I try and I try
He is a jigsaw puzzle
Every piece the same
A different colour each time
His emotions I feel
Though the voice is not mine
An ally for a foe
I do not fit in
My voices are mine
Still they fear to trust me
Even when the voice trusts everyone

How I discouraged her

How I discouraged her:      

It's not always possible to achieve what you need,one of these days a best friend of mine came up to me and said after her high school degree she wanted to do research on a genetic disease starting with 'p'.I'm not trying to cover up the name of the disease but I forgot it's name,no offence.

She really liked the idea and for me it was simply too vague to waste time on,I'm not being rude or judgmental  about her career choice,I truly support her,but I just wanted her to find a way to what she loves.

It's is never easy to always do what you love,after few years I might end up an accountant typing digits into a computer, but what matters is creating a base for what you love.So this post is dedicated to my best friend Brunda Nagaraj .No matter who ever tells you wrong,go ahead with what you want.

Even though what she wanted was to research on a rare genetic disorder that affects like negligible population,I truly wanted to show her a way,I admire her passion because in this selfish world so little people even care about rare diseases that wouldn't matter to them.I am glad that I find people like her willing to sacrifice a lifetime for the cause.I couldn't do it even if I tried..so hats off!

This isn't a story of discouragement,it is a story about supporting a dream.For,I can tell she will face zillion obstacles,and I believe she would face them all.She will be that girl who could say,"No one supported me,but I knew I will find the treasure.

#careerchoices 

 

Thats just Life

Missing the fond memories

The three of us:sis, gran and me

Fakes or Changes

FAKES OR CHANGES:

The best things in life is to see the changes that are happening around us, Life is all about changes that's happening around us.He said "Everyone is fake and I would change too...". 

I contemplated the idea a few minutes and thought why not.As John Keats referred everything as beautiful, I feel there is beauty in change too.Changes happen around us in all forms,may it be a blooming flower or the rising sun, but again is every change we see fake?

Wild Ideas are the source of inspiration, they are something to live for.I personally love changes.Changes are something that I look forward to. Nowadays there are many things fake from things to people.As a matter of fact people change on a daily basis,but that doesn't mean they are fakes.

I once saw a girl with purple hair when I was young, I wondered why would anyone paint their hair purple.i couldn't understand or bring my head around it,I thought she wanted to be fake. And now I look forward to have highlights and tattoos,What I understand is that what we see doesn't matter.Its the inside personality that matters...

I know a person who knows how to laugh and talk delightfully,but I also know the marks on her face from constant frowning,my mind says she is fake,my heart so does,she lives with a thousand worries that I can never correct,I don't want to be like her yet there is something in her that I know I'll always appreciate.She can act,she can fake her emotions and her worries,she acts in her real life...

And I said "Its the changes that make life worth living"....

Wild Happenings

Things happen when you least wan them to happen and sometimes it happens when you least expects it to be.All the sad and cruel things that have been done or happened does take a part of our life,but there is more to fill.This is the story of a girl who found happiness when she least expects it.She has had many dreams,inspirations, crazy dreams,....

She was quiet once but she knows she never have to be anymore. She had her days,her ups and her downs.but it doesn't matter now because she knows her life took a turn,it's changed now.She knows something good had happened.

Even though every teenager has a story to share may it heartbreaks,a story of new found love or nasty breakups. Every time something happens,the story changes,mine changed a few months ago and I'm thankful it did. I asked him:"Do you believe in hell?".His reply was that they were all concepts.I thought about it a bit more,which means forever is a thought.There is nothing as forever,even though relationships or people don't live forever,we knew we both needed a forever....

It was like any other silly conversations we had, looking back I think God is a concept,something abstract to give us strength and to unite all of us,So is things like love,hate and everything.WAY OF LIFE is simple,I think, we find the one at some point of time,we bring something to this world and we pass away,but all that makes live the while is because you know that single person is always with you,first in the form of parents then passed on to lover,then husband,then our younger ones.Everything is a simple circle.

I really love the simple circle,we break traditions and customs for that simple circle,we even break the circle to continue the circle..I'm talking mad things now it seems,but something happened in my life that will help me begin a circle,my own circle because it me,and mine and forever......#inLove