A Jigsaw Piece

A jigsaw piece

Even when red ribbons adorn my wall
I know my ring is broken
And what I see is not what it really is
I try and I try
He is a jigsaw puzzle
Every piece the same
A different colour each time
His emotions I feel
Though the voice is not mine
An ally for a foe
I do not fit in
My voices are mine
Still they fear to trust me
Even when the voice trusts everyone

How I discouraged her

How I discouraged her:      

It's not always possible to achieve what you need,one of these days a best friend of mine came up to me and said after her high school degree she wanted to do research on a genetic disease starting with 'p'.I'm not trying to cover up the name of the disease but I forgot it's name,no offence.

She really liked the idea and for me it was simply too vague to waste time on,I'm not being rude or judgmental  about her career choice,I truly support her,but I just wanted her to find a way to what she loves.

It's is never easy to always do what you love,after few years I might end up an accountant typing digits into a computer, but what matters is creating a base for what you love.So this post is dedicated to my best friend Brunda Nagaraj .No matter who ever tells you wrong,go ahead with what you want.

Even though what she wanted was to research on a rare genetic disorder that affects like negligible population,I truly wanted to show her a way,I admire her passion because in this selfish world so little people even care about rare diseases that wouldn't matter to them.I am glad that I find people like her willing to sacrifice a lifetime for the cause.I couldn't do it even if I tried..so hats off!

This isn't a story of discouragement,it is a story about supporting a dream.For,I can tell she will face zillion obstacles,and I believe she would face them all.She will be that girl who could say,"No one supported me,but I knew I will find the treasure.

#careerchoices 

 

Thats just Life

Missing the fond memories

The three of us:sis, gran and me

Fakes or Changes

FAKES OR CHANGES:

The best things in life is to see the changes that are happening around us, Life is all about changes that's happening around us.He said "Everyone is fake and I would change too...". 

I contemplated the idea a few minutes and thought why not.As John Keats referred everything as beautiful, I feel there is beauty in change too.Changes happen around us in all forms,may it be a blooming flower or the rising sun, but again is every change we see fake?

Wild Ideas are the source of inspiration, they are something to live for.I personally love changes.Changes are something that I look forward to. Nowadays there are many things fake from things to people.As a matter of fact people change on a daily basis,but that doesn't mean they are fakes.

I once saw a girl with purple hair when I was young, I wondered why would anyone paint their hair purple.i couldn't understand or bring my head around it,I thought she wanted to be fake. And now I look forward to have highlights and tattoos,What I understand is that what we see doesn't matter.Its the inside personality that matters...

I know a person who knows how to laugh and talk delightfully,but I also know the marks on her face from constant frowning,my mind says she is fake,my heart so does,she lives with a thousand worries that I can never correct,I don't want to be like her yet there is something in her that I know I'll always appreciate.She can act,she can fake her emotions and her worries,she acts in her real life...

And I said "Its the changes that make life worth living"....

Wild Happenings

Things happen when you least wan them to happen and sometimes it happens when you least expects it to be.All the sad and cruel things that have been done or happened does take a part of our life,but there is more to fill.This is the story of a girl who found happiness when she least expects it.She has had many dreams,inspirations, crazy dreams,....

She was quiet once but she knows she never have to be anymore. She had her days,her ups and her downs.but it doesn't matter now because she knows her life took a turn,it's changed now.She knows something good had happened.

Even though every teenager has a story to share may it heartbreaks,a story of new found love or nasty breakups. Every time something happens,the story changes,mine changed a few months ago and I'm thankful it did. I asked him:"Do you believe in hell?".His reply was that they were all concepts.I thought about it a bit more,which means forever is a thought.There is nothing as forever,even though relationships or people don't live forever,we knew we both needed a forever....

It was like any other silly conversations we had, looking back I think God is a concept,something abstract to give us strength and to unite all of us,So is things like love,hate and everything.WAY OF LIFE is simple,I think, we find the one at some point of time,we bring something to this world and we pass away,but all that makes live the while is because you know that single person is always with you,first in the form of parents then passed on to lover,then husband,then our younger ones.Everything is a simple circle.

I really love the simple circle,we break traditions and customs for that simple circle,we even break the circle to continue the circle..I'm talking mad things now it seems,but something happened in my life that will help me begin a circle,my own circle because it me,and mine and forever......#inLove

HAPPY NEW YEAR....

EVERY DAY IS A NEW BEGINNING AND EVERY MONTH IS A NEW ROAD AND EVERY YEAR IS A NEW LIFE

SO LET US ALL  BE HAPPY,FORGET EVIL,FORGET WORK,FORGET ABOUT STRESS AND EVERYTHING THAT TROUBLES US..FOR THIS YEARS BEGINNING LETS GIVE IMPORTANCE TO OUR LOVED ONES AND FOLKS...

TO FAMILY!!!

I always loved hairstyles..and love experimenting by cutting at different angles and giving layers.Recently i had to trim my sisters hair and now its unique and pretty

What i did was,I gave a normal V-cut and add layers to it that it stands out..it is different from normal layer and yet so close to it....

Here is a picture...

Comment if you like!

Did I tell you people that my cat gave birth to three beautiful kittens?well I'm telling you now....

#cuteness_alert

#simply_adorable


















I am so in love...anyone in Oman(near or in Sohar) can contact me through comments,if you wish to adopt kittens....

WAITING FOR THE CHANGE:

The beginning of 11^th seemed as though it would take long to finish it…but now I am just few months away from graduation and then to a new world consisting my home place and college…

Everything that ends will start another new beginning or something like that or like every end has a beginning .I am excited for the change that would come, as much as I am afraid of it...The school for us 12thies have ended and from now it only would be exams or remedial classes..

The boards are approaching soon and I would be packed to India like half of my classmates…leaving this Arab country would mean a lot of thing such a breaking out of the comfort bubble that we are in…
There is this stress of scoring good marks as if our life depended on it…It seems as though what we do in these three month  will drastically change  our lives…

 I would be missing a bunch of my friends, well all of them from the quiet one to the weird one who stares and acts that he is the almighty..They all are so different and I don’t ever think I will be seeing something like them very soon…

The year is about to end, there are no resolutions this year, nothing but studying like we have never studied before. I am not ready to cope with these changes yet but I know I’ll soon be one of those bookworms who would be getting up only for eating or for nature calls.

I am still not sure what I want to be, my fickle mind is still having conflicting thoughts to what I should start pursuing in the future…I might not be very successful by following my dreams but I want to follow my dreams…

I have always followed what I believed in even if it is somehow very ridiculous, the boards are just few stones that I will pass during my lifetime. Each one of you must be preparing for something or another. I am preparing to find my destiny…

I have always felt bad for those engineering students who have to study a bunch of textbooks but again I wish you all the best so you know I mentioned you in the post..

Love,

Anagha

A THANKYOU NOTE:A MONTH AGO,I WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON.A PERSON THAT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND AND DID NOT CARE OR UNDERSTAND ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE..BUT TODAY WHEN I WRITE THIS I FEEL A CHANGE..I FEEL DIFFERENT AND NOT SO QUITE MYSELF..ITS LIKE THAT CHANGE I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR...

I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP A LOT OF THINGS FOR LATER..I HAVE LOST MANY THINGS DUE T THAT,BUT BY WRITING THIS I WISH TO SAY THANKS TO THAT MANY WHO STAYED THERE AND WITNESSED THE PART OF ME THAT WERE'NT THAT GOOD...

LIKE ANY OTHER GIRL,I CRY A LOT...NOT MANY HAVE WITNESSED THAT BUT THERE ARE AGAIN A FEW WHO KNOWS THIS AND HAVE PUT UP WITH IT..NIGHT AFTER NIGHT I CRIED SEEKING SOLACE IN TIREDNESS AND FATIGUE...I STARVED MYSELF SO I COULD SLEEP AT NIGHT..NOT MANY KNEW THIS...

BUT TODAY,I AM DIFFERENT AND I FEEL DIFFERENT..LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT IT CAN BE SHITTY AT TIMES...WELL,A LOT OF TIMES TO BE EXACT BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AND THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT MATTER..MY PROBLEMS WILL ALWAYS BE TINY COMPARED TO MANY OTHERS...BUT FOR THOSE FEW WHO CARED....I WANNA SAY I APPRECIATE IT...

YOU HAVE APPRECIATED ME AND HAVE SEEN ME AS A GIRL..I MAY BE A CHILD,A KID TOTALLY IMMATURE BUT THANKYOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME...THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN IT MATTERED....

SOMETIMES ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS BELIEVE BECAUSE IN THE END IT WILL ALWAYS TURN ALRIGHT...EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL AND WE JUST HAVE TO FIND BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING..

THINGS HAVE QUITE TURNED OUT GOOD FOR ME..THE CIRCUMSTANCES HAVE NOT CHANGED ACCORDING TO MY WISH BUT I CHANGED...AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED

THANK YOU AGAIN...