WAITING FOR THE CHANGE:
The beginning of 11th seemed as though it would
take long to finish it…but now I am just few months away from graduation and
then to a new world consisting my home place and college…
Everything that ends will start another new beginning or
something like that or like every end has a beginning .I am excited for the
change that would come, as much as I am afraid of it...The school for us
12thies have ended and from now it only would be exams or remedial classes..
The
boards are approaching soon and I would be packed to India like half of my
classmates…leaving this Arab country would mean a lot of thing such a breaking
out of the comfort bubble that we are in…
There is this stress of scoring good marks as if our life
depended on it…It seems as though what we do in these three month will
drastically change our lives…
I would be missing a bunch of my friends, well all of them
from the quiet one to the weird one who stares and acts that he is the almighty..They
all are so different and I don’t ever think I will be seeing something like
them very soon…
The year is about to end, there are no resolutions this year,
nothing but studying like we have never studied before. I am not ready to cope
with these changes yet but I know I’ll soon be one of those bookworms who would
be getting up only for eating or for nature calls.
I am still not sure what I want to be, my fickle mind is
still having conflicting thoughts to what I should start pursuing in the future…I
might not be very successful by following my dreams but I want to follow my
dreams…
I have always followed what I believed in even if it is somehow very ridiculous,
the boards are just few stones that I will pass during my lifetime. Each one of
you must be preparing for something or another. I am preparing to find my destiny…
I have always felt bad for those engineering students who
have to study a bunch of textbooks but again I wish you all the best so you
know I mentioned you in the post..
Love,
Anagha
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