The pain of losing him

THE PAIN OF LOSING HIM:I HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY OF YOU EXPERIENCED THE PAIN OF  LOSING,THAT FEELING YOU GET,THE KNOTTING PAIN,THE PRESSURE,THE HELPLESSNESS THAT YOU SIMPLY CANT DO ANYTHING,THE FEELING OF FIGHTING FOR WHAT YOU LOVE...........I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW HACHI,HE IS MY LITTLE BABY..I SIMPLY DON'T CARE IF ANYONE IS OFFENDED ABOUT ME CALLING A DOG MY SON..

HE WAS BROUGHT UP BY MY VERY OWN HANDS..TAKEN WHEN HE WAS SHIVERING AND WITHIN ONE LOOK I KNEW HE WAS FOR ME..DOGS SHOULD BE FREE BUT SOMEHOW SOMETHING MADE ME TAKE HACHI..HIS MOM WAS'NT DIED AND THERE WERE THREE PUPPIES IN ONE OF MY FATHERS FRIENDS HOME...

HE WAS TO BE GIVEN TO SOME MOTOR MECHANIC,I COULD'NT JUST LEAVE HIM THERE..I PLEADED AND BEGGED TO TAKE HIM..HE WAS TOO YOUNG AND BARELY WALKED,HIS BARK WAS TOO CUTE,AND HE WAS LIKE AN ANGEL(OK I ADMIT!I AM A DOG LOVER)....

AND THE NEWS OF MY LITTLE PIECE OF SUNSHINE GOING TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME,HIT ME LIKE LIGHTENING..I COULD'NT THINK OF WHAT TO DO THAN CRY,HE IS MY EVERYTHING IN MY HOME..ALL I TALKED TO IN MY HOME(THERE IS A LOT OF SILENCE IN MY HOME BTW).I CANT EVEN THINK OF SLEEPING WITHOUT HIM OR NOT SEEING HIM WHEN I COME FROM SCHOOL..

IM SO ANGRY WITH MY EGYPTIAN NEIGHBOR,IM NO RACIST.BUT I CANT STAND HIM.IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF HIM THAT MY SUNSHINE IS GOING TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.I NEVER FELT THIS MUCH HATRED TOWARDS ANYONE.

DO TELL ME ONE THING:IS IT THE FAULT OF MY DOG THAT HE BARKED WHEN HE TRIED TO PEEP THROUGH THE DOOR-HOLE? NOPE,ITS SIMPLY HIS RIGHT TO BARK!IF MY HACHI IS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME,I SURE WILL BARK AT HIM,IM LOUDER THAN HACHI AND MORE FEARFUL BARKER,MY GRANDMA'S STRAY DOG AND COUSIN'S GERMAN SHEPHERD TAUGHT ME WELL... CALL ME MAD OR INSANE BUT I SWEAR I'LL BARK AT HIM IF I SEE HIM ON STAIRS OR ANYWHERE INSIDE THE BUILDING...

I'LL DO MY BEST TO INSULT HIM,I SIMPLY FEEL THIS HATE TOWARD THIS HUMAN..HOW CAN HE TAKE AWAY MY SON?HE IS ALL I HAVE HERE..MY SECURITY...

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I AM WRITING THIS...I FEEL LIKE GOOGLING ALL THAT COULD BE VERY INSULTING TO AN EGYPTIAN.HE PROVOKED MY DOG AND COMPLAINED ABOUT THE NOICE TO OUR OWNER,AND HE HAD CALLED MY FATHER TO MEET HIM TODAY.EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY IS SURE THIS IS WHAT IT IS ABOUT...

IM ALMOST PRAYING THAT IT SHOULD BE SOMETHING ELSE LIKE INCREASING RENT OR SOMETHING..I HAVE BEEN CRYING SINCE YESTERDAY..I EVEN WROTE A NOTE OF ALL THE THINGS I'LL DO TO HIM IF MY HACHI IS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME..

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SIMILAR(EXACTLY) LOOKING DOG  ON THE RIGHT
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