I act like everything is fine..
I laugh at people's jokes..
I do silly things with my friends..
I act like I have a carefree life...
It's funny though..

When I come back home..
I just turn off that mental switch..
Then suddenly I break down..
I feel alone,empty and tired...
I can't exactly describe how I feel into words...
It's like I have 2 different me's..
One for the public.. 
And one for myself..
Only if they knew.

Only if...